A Love-Seeker Being Transparent For A Bit

I guess finding a good wife boils down to (besides singleness, right age, physical attractiveness and of course faith in Christ) a woman whose mature enough to bear up burdens with me. I want a girl who, when she sees me make mistakes or struggle to figure everything out, she says, "It's okay Yev. I have your back if you have mine. We're not perfect. But I know you and God are close. And knowing He's growing you is really important." Or if I make a mistake, she'd say, "Like I said, we're not perfect. I forgive you. But we do have to work on it, together" ;) with that wink at the end. That's commitment, dedication. I know You love it when we show commitment to You: "Lord, I don't get You, often! But I've never had so much affection before. I've already put my chips on the table so I'm not backing out. But if I fall, I fall into Your hands. And I need You to be the one to be there. Because when no one else knows what I'm going through, You know firsthand."